I guess this is kind of important.
Being a nurse (nearly) I heard a lot of stories about "how it feels when you're about to faint" and it sounds like it's something you absolutely notice, no matter what.
You start to sweat, you feel weak, your sight gets shitty and then you're on the floor waiting to wake up.
Well, I experienced it yesterday for the first time in my whole life.
And first of all... it's pretty shitty. But let me tell you hw things went...
I didn't sleep, or if I slept... they were some bad z's. That's because my tummy hurt like a motherfucker. But I didn't think anything of it. I mean I ate a lot of fastfood and unhealty stuff during the weekend so it made sense.
I decided to get up and get something to drink, I was pretty sleepy and my legs felt somewhat wobbly but... why would that be weird?
So coming back to my room I felt really tired and looked at my bed. Just a few steps.
All I remember is my butt hitting the floor and then I woke up on the floor.
And the I threw up. A lot.
Later I went to the hospital since I couldn' get up without fainting again and the doctor told me I got gastroenteritis. The one with pretty high temperature.
But the point is not the gastroenteritis.
The point is that fainting can feel like a lot of different things and that's what makes it so shitty.
For me is just feeling confused and seeing weird brownish pixels at the edge of my vision but that's not how it feels to everyone. So if you never experienced it, when you're feeling strange or weak or whatever... just sit down, whereever you are and wait for it to go away, and ask for help and get checked up.
Because it could be nothing, but it could be pretty serious as well.
Haru loves you.
