TC and HFW ftw

So...

It's been a while I know.

I just suck at keeping up blogs and stuff, sorry.

I've been not really busy but... well whatever.

One of the most important things is that I was at Torino Comics and I really liked it!

Thanks to Simone Forelli for the great picture! I really love it!

This is the first cosplay I really enjoyed doing and wearing. The past ones were either characters I didn't think fitted me well or I didn't really know much about so... I really liked being Gamzee at this con! owo

I was with Rika (Feferi) and Shane (Eridan), we had a lot of fun and met other homestucks!

I expected homestucks to be more, tho.

But it was awesome and I look forward to do more cosplays and go to more cons like this one.


I also chopped off my hair because I was tired of how long it was so during the Harajuku Fashion Walk in Turin I had short short short hair!

Everyone was so fab! I just can't wait for the next one to see them all again!

Haru loves you!

Honk

Hello there!

In case you were wondering... I had a little chat with this girl and DID NOT TELL HER, but she might not hate me so yay *^*

Also everyone's telling me she might even like me so I'm happy and I'm def gonna keep flirting. I'm even trying to make it a bit more... evident? Idk.

Anyway I'm happy.

And... I've been working on my cosplay for the Torino Comics!

I'm gonna cosplay as Gamzee Makara from Homestuck.

I'm cosplaying as him even if he's not my fave character (that'd be Dave) and even my favourite alpha (is he an alpha?) troll. That'd be Sol. Definitely Sol.

But I like him, I think he's pretty funny untill... uh... well you know.

SPOILER

I don't really like sober Gamzee, he's still pretty funny now and then but I really can't get over the fact that he randomply killed Equius and Nepeta.
I'd also feel even worse since I'll probably be hangin' around with a sweet Nepeta çAç
I feel so guilty. (?)
Anyway that's why I'm not a sober Gamzee and I'll be a sweet deeply on drugs miracle-blinded Gamzee <3

He's so adorable. Just like a kid.

END SPOILER.

So...

I've got my shoes done and my horns are nearly ready!

I still have to make the dots on my pants and the shirt's being printed *^* I can't wait to put it all on!

Also I'll be using snazaroo's colours light grey and white (I plan on using white for some random shironuri as well).

I'm waiting for the wig. I'll have to style it, or better, Rika will style it.

She's lucky I don't have my horn yet or else I'd be randomly honking at her during the styling process XD

Yup, I'm just that horrible.

Well if you'll see a Gamzee at Torino Comics you know it'll probably be me! I don't think there'll be other Gamzees (?)

Haru loves you!

DaveJohn

I bet you all can tell I ship DaveJohn so fucking hard I barely have a life of my own to live.

They're just so damn perfect. Hot. Adorable.

But nobody knows I've been planning to write a post about my favourite fanfics.

At first I wanted to do a big, huge post about all the fics, all the ships, all the ratings, all leghts, all- hell, I guess you got it.
But then it would probably end up bieng a book or something like that so... I'm doing this just about my super-lovely OTP.

DaveJohn.

I read a lot of fanfics (I also used to write but not about Homestuck) of every lenght or rating. There's just one thing I do not like at all. And it's ANGST. If you're looking for angst I'm sorry, this is the wrong post, blog, person and probably universe. I do not tolerate angst in my universe.

Only happy lovely fluffy endings for my sweeties.

Just a couple of warnings: I call the ship DaveJohn but I don't really mean the order, it can be either John or Dave topping. Also I'll post both SFW and NSFW here, I'll tell which ones are kinda dirty though. I'll also do my best to tag triggers and stuff, I hope I won't forget any of them.

Lets start with the first fanfic I remember reading about Dave and John.

"Waiting for the end" by Tero Ne.
It's really long (over 100k words) but I really really loved reading it! There's some smut so I think it could be kinda NSFW? I mean the story is quite long and.. it's kind of normal to get to hot stuff during it.
Anyway, the point is this one's adorable and it takes place in an Alternia/Earth-post-sburb/sgrub!AU?
There are a lot of other pairings but I think I sould tell you about the awesome kismesis that Dave has with Karkat in this one.
Just read it ok?

I also really like random AUs so... reverse!Demonstuck!

"and let this cold night's wind be my witness" by Snowsheba.
It's a oneshot (over 17k words) and I read it right after a small Supernatural marathon so I was really into it! Kinda SFW but there's some major character death and graphic violence. Quite graphic violence, actually. I loved it because it can get really psychological and deep if you let the main character's thoughts get at you.

Still an AU but... kinda vintage (?)

"The Heir and His Knight" by wittyy_name.
Medieval!AU and it's absolutely gorgeous. Quite long (over 120k words) but definitely worth it, I didn't want it to end actually! Can get kinda NSFW but again, it's a long story, it would be disappointing without a bit of smut! Also, there's some Rosemary. Super cute Rosemary. I also need to warn you, this one made me cry (and I hardly ever cy) but... the sequel/spin off made me cry more. "Of Hope and Heart" is adorable as well and completes the AU with some much needed DirkJake.

But what if you're looking for some kinky, hot smut?

Irrevocably, Irrefutably, Indisputably by ravenfyre.
I really have to warn you about this one. This is not a PWP, it does have a plot and it's a quite interesting one but it's still mainly porn. Also kinda kinky. Mild vouyerism and exhibitionism, oral, handjob, foreplay and stuff. Just to let you know what I'm referring to: it's DaveJohn, but it's mainly Bro's pov. It's longish (over 20k words) and I think it's hot, sweet and made me really laugh a couple of times.
If you're ok with kinks, just read it!

So these are my faves so far, I might do similar posts about more ships or more specific subjects, if you want something special just ask!
I'll see what can I do about it ^^

Also a great thanks goes to the writers that did such a great job, I really loved your fics! *^*

Haru loves you

Nearly done

So tomorrow's the last day before Lucca Comics.

I'm really excited about it, I can't wait!

My bag's nearly done, I just have a few things to put in before leaving and then I'll be officially off for adventure!

My outfits are all ready and I'm pretty happy about them.

News: I finihed watching the first season of Supernatural and... well it ends quite badly. All I could think of was "I LIKE TRAINS" and I just sat there rumbling about what an awful end it was. Anyway I'm already watching season 2 and it looks pretty cool. But the site just won't work, I hate it so much...

I'm also reading a shitload of fanfics about Homestuck. I'm gonna write a post about the ones I loved the most and I already have a couple of them that I really want you all to read. Don't worry, I'm a multishipper but I'm mostly into popular ships.
Anyway if you have some fics you'd like me to read just tell me and I'll be glad to, the pairing doesn't matter and, this is important, I'm gonna read them even if they're awfully angsty. Really.
I usually don't read angst but.. fuck it, I'm young (?)

Ok babes, I'll go get the last things ready.

Haru loves you

Lucca Comics and Gigapause

Sorry for this late update.

I've been kind of busy getting ready for Lucca Comics and I still am not done! I still have to work a bit on my cosplay and on my original trikster outfit, but today I went to Turin with Rika and Shane to get the last things we need for our outfits and stuff! Lucca's starting in a week and I really can't wait for the National Harajuku Fashion Walk!! I kind of hate it that I have so little time left so I'm starting to panic but it's quite normal. I'm... usually over reacting to shit all the time.

And talking about over reacting to stuff... I'm absolutely out of my mind about the GIGAPAUSE that Hussie announced six days ago. I'm surprised it took nearly a week for me to process this... thing. Usually I cope quite faster with sudden events (by over reacting, of course).

I didn't expect it. At all.

It might be because I've been into Homestuck for something like five months or less and so... I didn't get to see past pauses. Or maybe I didn't really read what Hussie wrote before (no, I did but I'm not stalkering him on twitter and stuff). Or maybe I'm just a complete idiot because I really don't get things until I stumble upon them.

I'm not angry or stuff, don't get me wrong. I understand he's got a shitload of work to do to finish properly this awesome webcomic (also I guess I'll read Problem Sleuth when Homestuck's over) and I'm glad he's going to get a pause to do it.

I just don't understand why now and why he's going to post it all at once.

I've been thinking about it (insted of doing what I have to for the upcoming comic con in Lucca) and... I don't get it. Right now the story is so complicated and the situation is just... so weird. Why did he stop now if he's saying he's doing it now to avoid interrupting the story at even weirder moments? He could have done it right before Act 6 Act 6 Intermission 2 (?) I mean when John was buried alive by Caliborn's weird Daves (I guess my sentence lost all its sense a while ago... anyway yay for PepsiCola!). That was a simple point int he story and this would have not been so... painful? Sudden? idk

I also wonder why is he going to post it all at once. I mean... the story is quite interesting right now, to post the rest of it in small chunks like he did until now would bring a lot of views to the site and... well probably the internet would survive..?

I... I think I gave up at understandig Hussie a long time ago, though.

So I'm kind of ok with this all. Also the hiatus fandom is quite funny with all those sprite edits and weird stuff.

I'm using the word "weird" way too often in this post.

Now, since I'm an idiot I guess a lot of you noticed a shitload of details I did not see at all, but I'm wondering if somewhere, somewhen, in a panel that I really didn't pay attention to... there was some hint about Dave's and John's whereabouts.
I didn' see John in a while ("...buried alive by Caliborn's weird Daves...") and also Dave just flew off somewhere.

"can't talk
chasing dogs"

I wish I knew where this two are. Also Sollux. Hell, I miss Sollux! He's my fave troll and if I remember it right I las saw him flying away with Fef and AA... neh, I'm sad now.

I'm also kind of sad because Homestuck's going to end. I think it's somehow close to the idea of death and I guess that's something I still can't understand... it's like I can't really imagine it. o.o I really should work on this, I once hear that kids usually get to understand death and I still can't... well, shit.

So... have a nice gigapause, I guess.

Haru loves you

Prophecies?

Hey!

I didn't post in a while, I'm sorry, I've been kind of busy with my cosplay and stuff!

Today I finally bought a couple of wigs to cosplay Dave Strider from Homestuck! I love Dave so much (I know, you all already know.) and so I'm gonna cosplay him at the next Torino Comics, in April (probably in April?) and I'll also have a John! YEAH!

Uh I also bought a mint wig to cosplay his trickster version someday? Maybe? Hell I just like that wig ok?

It's the first time I buy something over the internet all on my own so I really hope I didn't fuck up. But it looks like it's ok so... ok.

Also today I'm quite happy because yesterday I finally made up my mind and told a really cute and sweet girl that I was sorry if I made or relationship awkward. Well kind of. I don't think I actually said that, but anyway now everything's fine and we've been talking a lot and I'm far more comfortable talking with her now than any other time in the history of our friendship! I feel like I finally undestand what's on her mind and that's great!
I really hope she's fine with this as well.

Lately I've been kind of excited about something I can't really pinpoint. It's like, something big is about to happen or... Idk. I've been pestering OWL for a while now about this and they've been so nice to me, even if I guess I can be a bit of a pain in the ass when I'm in a "random-prophetic" mood. So I guess I really have to thank them for being so patient with me.
When I get like this I feel like Sollux, everything's fine and people are unaware but... I CAN HEAR THEM.
Jk, but really, thank you girls. I owe you so much.

Well I guess that's all.

Haru loves you <3

I forgot the news

Ah... this is kind of embarrassing but I really really really forgot to tell you a bunch of things.

And I remembered this listening to "Welcome to Night Vale". That's the first thing I forgot to tell you: I fell completely in love with Cecil and his voice and all the weird stuff that happens daily in town.
I just listened to "The lights in Radon Canyon" and I loved it! I was looking forward to knowing what was going on in the underground city! OMG so creepy...
Also poor poor Cecil. I ship him with Carlos so much and still he has no plans for the weekend... ugh.

Today I spent my time on my jacket-saur project. It is my -not so- secret project for the National Harajuku Fashion Walk that will take place at Lucca Comics on November 1st!! OWL are part of the organization and I'm so excited about it!
My jacket-saur is nearly ready but you'll have to wait to see it until the Walk because I want it to be a surprise! It looks great and I really love it!
At first it was supposed to be a hoodie-saur but apparently the lack of cool hoodies around Cuneo just got dramatically worse. Idek. Hoodies are great why can't I find cute ones?
Oh well. I'm ok with my jacket so I can't bring myself to care right now. I'm staring at my project and fangirling.

Yes. Fangirling.

You'll see. And you'll understand. Just be patient and wait!

Also YEAH, I'M GOING TO LUCCA COMICS. I'll be there with OWL all of the four days and ont he first day, since it's Halloween, we'll wear some original cosplay (?) inspired to the trickster versions from Homestuck. It'll be something simple since we'll have to travel a lot and clothes need to be comfortable. On the second day there's the Natiola Walk so I'll be wearing aomoji, Rika will wear lolita and Shane kodona. The last two days we'll be cosplaying as the ball versions of some Kuroshitsuji's characters!

I just can't wait!

I'll also meet a load of friends, I really really can't wait!

Haru loves you!

Roleplay

Today I spent a load of time on Omegle.

I had so much fun!!

I had "homestuck" in my interests and I kept finding roleplayers!

Loads of people would just drop a link to msparp and then leave. That's something I really don't like for two reasons. First of all omegle is a place where you speak to people and you're just fucking spamming. That sucks. But also I was ok with it, I wanted to try msparp but I never got how it works so I wanted to ask them... but the damn fuckers would not give a fuck about me shouting "HEY WAIT".

So I'm not on msparp.

If you know how that site works tell me please, I'd really like to join but I'm way too scared to mess it up and make some real roleplayer waste time with me... *sighs*

Anyway I eventually found this girl and we ended up on skype talking about our lives and such. She's great and she's really interesting!

I also roleplayed a bit, mostly as Karkat. Simple things, not much, I found a good Sollux though! *otp otp otp otp otp otp otp* aaand r/n KK and Sol are kissing! Yay!

A lot of time ago I roleplayed as Sollux on pesterchum, I had fun and I think I'm kind of good at it. Nobody said otherwise so... I guess I was ok. But somehow I like being Karkat, even if I'm kind of awkward when it comes to long and complicated rants in English. I can do it quite well in Italian but I need more time in English and Omegle is what I consider a fast peaced chat so it feels weird... and my KK ends up being somehow a well behaved kid (?)
No ok, that's probably too much... but still.

The point is that I used to roleplay in the Hetalia Italian fandom and I had so much fun until it all turned into shit and I could not take it anymore and left (falling completely for Kuroko no Basket).
I roleplayed a bit on Facebook but my best roleplays were on skype with a friend of mine. She was such a great Finland and I was Norway (kind of a crack pairing, I know) and things were just great. We also roleplayed a bit about the Lorax, she was a super cute Onceler and i was a completely absurd Greedler. So funny.

Right now we don't talk that much anymore. It's kind of sad but my dashboard is telling me she's into Transformers and... I don't really like it.

I know she read homestuck too, maybe I should just ask her. Idk.

Anyway what I'm saying is that I never roleplayed in English. In any fandom. But I'd love to roleplay some Homestuck in a more slow paced fashion, so if you're up to it just let me know and we can do it. Nearly any pairing will do. I'm a fucking multishipper after all.

Haru loves you <3

OMG Jade

Ok, first of all.

THIS CONTAINS FUCKING SPOILERS from the page 8552 of HOMESTUCK.

So... hell do what you want.


I didn't plan this at all (that's why I suck at blogging) but here I am, writing about one of the worst parts of Homestuck until now (and that happened yesterday so... whatever).

I won't lie. Jade wasn't one of my fave characters, I didn't hate her but... she was there, doing some mildy funny things, a lot of important things, accidentally killed Dave and stuff.

My favourite character is Dave.

So I probably shouldn't be so upset over this.

The point is that she's dead. I know, there are a lot of ways for her to come back to life and I don't want to discuss if this was actually a just death or it was enterely Aranea's fault and stuff. I kind of saw it coming.
I just kept telling myself I was wrong because she's one of the main characters and Hussie wouldn't dare kill her.

But I was wrong. He did dare.

R/n this reminds me of the video Green egss and DEAD. Of course he would. *smirk*

Anyway. That's not the point.

My point is DAVE, of course. I'm a bit scared now that I know that Hussie can kill his heroes so easily (I wonder if he is even a little bit sad when he does). Dave is heading over. He'll find Jane and Aranea (maybe fighting?) and Jake flipping his hopefull shit all over Jade's planet (I'm kind of proud of him, though). He'll find Karkat and Kanaya that saw everything (I hope everybody remembers that KK and Jade ended up being kind of close friends and he just saw a house crash her). Also, he'll find her.

I don't want to think about how he'll react to everything and I'm not sure if I'll keep reading if he dies.

But still, this just got a bit embarrassing and definitely not ok so I'll stop writing about this.

I just wanted people to know that even if I hate it that Jade died and even if Dave dies, I'll never hate Hussie.

He worked hard to make this webcomic and... killing a character (or loads of them) doesn't make you a bad person so... YAY!

Hussie go on!

Haru loves you <3