To you 20 years from now...

I tend to read a lot of fanfics as you probably already noticed.

I read them because they keep me company here in this small shithole where I live and I kidn of owe the fanwriters for being able to write this in English in the first place... and I can say I speak English better than Spanish that is my second native language... but I guess that says more about how bad I am at expressing myself in Spanish than how good I might be with English.

But still. I read a lot of fanfics.

Because I feel like I learnt a lot about romance from all those super-romantic stories (what about my parents having a weird relatioship that sure as fuck was not love??) and I love them.  I love reading fluff. I love smutty stuff as well.

I don't read angst, just cute nice things with happy endings. I love that.

But what I wanted to say is that I think it's pretty cute how a lot of fanfics tell of undying love that starts when the protagonists met at a very young age.

They might be neighbours, classmates or just random childhood friends but they really really lover each other and so they just stuck together and lived happily ever after.

Let me tell you that's cute as fuck.

But that does not happen irl.

Or at least that did not happen to me. That did not happen to anyone I know. Nobody's still friends with their childhood BFF and I sincerely think that my old friend form primary school is definitely not my kind of girl. And I am definitely not her kind of boy. (not being a boy at all plays an important role in that last part.)

Also the sweet humans I hang out with lately... and not even old friends. I met all of them in the last three years and I'm 23 y.o. so... we didn't really share a good part of our life. No romantic "knowing everything of eachother for platonic reasons" and only a small amount of "sweet and awkward memories about each other" so... that wouldn't really be super-romantic story material.

YET.

And that's something that makes me feel good about stuff.

(Lately things are being kinda rough and I'm really starting to worry and overthink stuff. I should stop, I know.)

I am 23 y.o. (and a half-ish??) and I am still young!

Statistics say that I'll probably live something like 80 years so I've lived something like.... 1/4 of what I can expect to live??

I can still meet someone that at some point will be able to say that has known me for so long that is actually more than half my life.

And that puts my mind at ease.

The fact that I do not have someone that stuck with me for long until now doesn't mean that I won't ever have someone like that. I might even have met them already, in this three years!

But it'll take 20 years more to tell.

That's cool.

Shingeki no Kyojin

Well... guess what I just saw?

SHINGEKI NO KYOJIN?

Yeah how did you know?

Ah, the title of this post? I see... I should stop making dramatic spoilers in titles, shouldn't I? Oh, you say that's what the title is for? Well shit.

Now back to the topic!

.+*+. SPIOLERS .+*+.

If you speak italian I've got good news for you!

You can watch this video about my opinion about SnK and just get over with it! YOOOO

If you don't you'll have to read this post about it, I'm sorry.

First things first!

I hate Eren. He's an idiot. I'd punch him in the face every time he opens his mouth to speak.

Aaaaaand.... well it's kind of embarassing... but I really love Jean. I think he's the only one that had any sense (untill a sudden death fucked him up and made him just about as stupid as anyone else).

Also Annie was somehow a smart girl but well... we all know how it ended and if you don't you should watch it and get to know how it ends.

Also I know that it's not the end at all.

The manga goes on from where the anime ends but GUESS WHAT? I'm not gonna read it.

Because... I was a super happy girl walkign around on tumblr but then I took what looked like a spoiler to the knee. And I guess Jean's gonna die around chapter 58 or something like that.

And since I'm such a child when it comes to my fave characters dying, aka I stop reading coz I hate it all and I'm gonna pretend I don't care but I'm gonna kill whoever decided that killing that character was fun or necessary.

So... yeah I'm just gonna stick to the anime and drown in my little puddle of denial.

Also I didn't cry when Marco died. Because I didn't really get how bad it was for Jean (but the corpse made me feel kinda nauseous).

I nearly cry over fanfics tho and now... I really feel bad every time I think about it.

I SHIP THEM SO HARD IT HURTS.

Last time a ship hurt that much I was elbow deep in DenNor and reading Gutters by Glassamilk. I cried my eyes out that time.

If you know of a fanfic that's just THAT sad about Jean and Marco... please tell me. And I won't read it untill someday when I'll think I can take it and I'll find out too late that NOPE I CAN'T ABORT MISSION ABORTI MISSION but it'll be too late and I'm gonna curse me, you, this blog and the writer for life.

Well, gotta go now.

Haru loves Jean you.

DaveJohn

I bet you all can tell I ship DaveJohn so fucking hard I barely have a life of my own to live.

They're just so damn perfect. Hot. Adorable.

But nobody knows I've been planning to write a post about my favourite fanfics.

At first I wanted to do a big, huge post about all the fics, all the ships, all the ratings, all leghts, all- hell, I guess you got it.
But then it would probably end up bieng a book or something like that so... I'm doing this just about my super-lovely OTP.

DaveJohn.

I read a lot of fanfics (I also used to write but not about Homestuck) of every lenght or rating. There's just one thing I do not like at all. And it's ANGST. If you're looking for angst I'm sorry, this is the wrong post, blog, person and probably universe. I do not tolerate angst in my universe.

Only happy lovely fluffy endings for my sweeties.

Just a couple of warnings: I call the ship DaveJohn but I don't really mean the order, it can be either John or Dave topping. Also I'll post both SFW and NSFW here, I'll tell which ones are kinda dirty though. I'll also do my best to tag triggers and stuff, I hope I won't forget any of them.

Lets start with the first fanfic I remember reading about Dave and John.

"Waiting for the end" by Tero Ne.
It's really long (over 100k words) but I really really loved reading it! There's some smut so I think it could be kinda NSFW? I mean the story is quite long and.. it's kind of normal to get to hot stuff during it.
Anyway, the point is this one's adorable and it takes place in an Alternia/Earth-post-sburb/sgrub!AU?
There are a lot of other pairings but I think I sould tell you about the awesome kismesis that Dave has with Karkat in this one.
Just read it ok?

I also really like random AUs so... reverse!Demonstuck!

"and let this cold night's wind be my witness" by Snowsheba.
It's a oneshot (over 17k words) and I read it right after a small Supernatural marathon so I was really into it! Kinda SFW but there's some major character death and graphic violence. Quite graphic violence, actually. I loved it because it can get really psychological and deep if you let the main character's thoughts get at you.

Still an AU but... kinda vintage (?)

"The Heir and His Knight" by wittyy_name.
Medieval!AU and it's absolutely gorgeous. Quite long (over 120k words) but definitely worth it, I didn't want it to end actually! Can get kinda NSFW but again, it's a long story, it would be disappointing without a bit of smut! Also, there's some Rosemary. Super cute Rosemary. I also need to warn you, this one made me cry (and I hardly ever cy) but... the sequel/spin off made me cry more. "Of Hope and Heart" is adorable as well and completes the AU with some much needed DirkJake.

But what if you're looking for some kinky, hot smut?

Irrevocably, Irrefutably, Indisputably by ravenfyre.
I really have to warn you about this one. This is not a PWP, it does have a plot and it's a quite interesting one but it's still mainly porn. Also kinda kinky. Mild vouyerism and exhibitionism, oral, handjob, foreplay and stuff. Just to let you know what I'm referring to: it's DaveJohn, but it's mainly Bro's pov. It's longish (over 20k words) and I think it's hot, sweet and made me really laugh a couple of times.
If you're ok with kinks, just read it!

So these are my faves so far, I might do similar posts about more ships or more specific subjects, if you want something special just ask!
I'll see what can I do about it ^^

Also a great thanks goes to the writers that did such a great job, I really loved your fics! *^*

Haru loves you